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So for the past month or so I have been watching to much anime to be healthy. And through the mountain of trash that is anime, I have found something I really actually like. It is called Another, based on a book published on October 29, 2009. It is a Japanese dark/horror story, focusing on the curse of a class room. But it isn't one if those disgusting school amines either. The story itself would be enough for me to recommend this to people that like anime and the message that it sends make it all the better. 

That being can you prove that you are real.  This brings us to the question that I have been thinking about for a while. Is it better to exist, as in be noticed by the people around you, or is it better to go unnoticed. 

Along with this is that humans are social creatures and most need confirmation from others that they are experiencing the same things. Proof for this is people everywhere say things like "did you hear that?" Or "do you smell that?".  

Now if you can't do that for whatever reason, most of the time the subject tends to go insane. 

That said, is it better to be noticed or is it better to go unnoticed. 

I would consider both sides before you leap to a conclusion. 

(Because of English I will add this, this question has been thought over for a long time. Proof, "To be or not to be.")

 

OldBoy

"Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep alone" Ella Wheeler Wilcox. 

story?

i was thinking maybe i will write a piece of fiction for this post, haha, hope no one reads it.  Probibly isnt to good, (bring the hate mail...)
OH!!! I SHOULD SAY THAT THIS IS ONLY VIOLENCE AND SHOULDN'T BE READ BY THOSE PEOPLE THAT CANT TAKE ANYTHING!! TO ME THIS ISN'T THAT BAD BUT SOME PEOPLE..... YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.


     I walk past the alley way, and a trash can shoots out of the darkness. The cold metal slams into the side of my head, hot pain flashing through my skull as I feel the bone crunch under the pressure of the throw.  The momentum of the flying object transfers to me and I crash into the wall opposite the trashcan.  I force my throbbing head to look up, I can feel my pulse, my eyesight blurs, and blood rushes to my now cut face.  A man walks out of the darkness, his eyes glued to me.  He walks with an almost feline stalk, circling me. I try to get up, my instincts screaming at me to run but my body refuses to respond.  He gets an arms distance from me and I can see the blue arteries under his fair skin, his eyes a gray blue, his pupils the slits of a cat.  I can feel my heartbeat quicken, as he reaches forward and grabs me by the collar of my jacket.  He lifts me up without so much as a grunt. Now at a stand still, he slams me against the wall behind me, I can feel the pop as my collar bone breaks under his fist.  Then he turns and throws me down the alley he can came from.  The air rushes past me and I can feel the cold wind on my cut up face.  The ground comes up before I can gain any sort of relief.  The cement slams into me and I slide for what seems like an eternity.  As I come to a stop blood from my torn skin begins to pool around me and I want to scream but my lungs are desperately gasping for air.  Any energy I had before is now gone and the will to fight is ripped from my grasp. I feel my attacker’s shadow creep up and over my back. His steel grip latches onto my ankle and lifts me up.  A trickle of blood drips down my torn cheek, and the world turns upside-down as blood rushes to my head for the second time.  My vision darkens as the world starts to spin away from me but the pain keeps me conscious.  There is a whirl and the side of a dumpster comes into contact with me at an incredible speed, my arm, getting in the way is shattering under the immense force. Something inside me burns into life and I am able to clamber to one knee. I look up, and immediately vomit blood. I wipe at it with my good arm and spit at the ground.  The man smiles for a second and rushes forward faster than my eyes can track. I look around then hold still. I can feel his breathe behind me. I spin and go to hit him with my remaining arm but as I spin, his hand goes straight to my triceps, his fingers latching onto it. His other hand blocks my punch mid swing and grabs the wrist, and pulls. I watch in horror as the man pulls my muscle and skin off my arm. The tendon rips apart my skin as it is pulled away leaving almost a trench in my arm, leading to bone. Blood spills down the rest of my arm. I start to scream but his open hand slams onto my mouth, covering it up. He stands there, hand over my mouth, and I look up to him, my consciousness wavers as more blood pumps out of my body.  He pulls my face closer to his and looks into my eyes, and tightens his grip on my mouth. I feel my jaw bone start to crack. The pain from all over my body is excruciating.  Just as the darkness starts to creep across my vision once more, another shock of pain slams into my stomach and I catch a glimpse of his arm tucked away in my stomach. Even more blood squirts up my throat and into my mouth and I hear yet another crack. I slam into the wall once more, which by now has such a large crater in it that I am able to sit there for a moment before my limp body leans forward and I tumble to the ground. Somehow I manage to stay on my knees. I hear more footfalls and look up. All I see is his fist, which lands neatly on my face and there is a noticeably loud pop as my nose is ripped out of place. The back of my skull slams into the brick wall behind me, and my eyesight flashes red. His arm comes up in another punch and the extreme force of it brings me to a standing position, then over and over his palms slam into my chest.  With each punch I feel the snap of a rib. I gasp and throw up blood all over. My insides feel somehow empty. The last bit of energy starts to fade away and I look up at the man that continues to pummel my chest. His final punch slams me into the wall and lean there for a moment. He looks at me, and a small smile flickers over his face and turns to leave. His back turned, I fall to my knees and give everything I have to keep my eyes open.  No longer able feel the beat of my heart and once more my sight flashes red.  The rest of this shell falls to the ground. My head turned to one side, I feel blood trickle out of my mouth.  Light shimmers for just a moment but then fades to black. The pain slips out of my mind, and things come to an blessed end.

i got nothing

so yeah like the title says i have nothing so  i don't  know if this will  be that great of a post but don't worry i will make it up to the 3 people that have seen this blog some how.
so lets see, i have been writing a few small stories i don't know why but i find it quite fun.  they just consist of a person being brutally murdered. so that's always fun.  my parents left my house so i have to stay with my friend and he got really sick, although that is not even the worst part.  That is reserved for the fact that all he does is play league of legends. it wouldn't be so bad other then that i have no computer and he has  his head phones in so when ever i say something he cant hear.  or maybe the worst thing is that they have nothing to eat at their house so i had to bring my own food.  OH well, i think i will link you to something cool and not say what is it.  yeah that's a good idea. OH and i will use a URL shorten-er so you cant tell what it is!!!
alright see you later.

Dubstep...mhe

Alright so i am not a Huge fan of dubstep or even a fan of it really, but i will listen to it every once in a while.  But i found this video on YouTube that i actually enjoyed watching and i thought i would share it with you guys/girls/other because shirring is caring.  Here is the link. The other thing is that it has most of the actions seance in all movies that came out till like 2010 i think... maybe 2008.

But back onto the track of science!
i bring you several news things but they will be shorter then normal but i think that you will enjoy it.

First is that we are getting oh so much closer to cloning people!
For the first time a team of scientist have created a embryonic stem cell buy injecting the nucleus of a mature cell into a human egg.  Now this is a great thing because it takes us closer to the realm of personalized medication.  Now this was the same technique used to create dolly the first cloned mammal.
Before this same attempt failed in 2011 when a different team tried but failed due to the cell stalling out and only creating 8 cells.  But this time by injecting the egg with caffeine they managed to push out the eggs own DNA and replace it with the adult DNA.

Now the second thing is something that has been untouched for a long time, and by long time i mean between 1.5 to 2.46 billion years.  This 'thing' is many pockets of ground water.  They where found in Canada, two kilometers under ground.  This is such an amazing find, i will try to explain why this could be a benchmark in our history.  On the surface of earth this is a list of things that have happened in that time.
The farthest back is that our atmosphere acquired oxygen. The next great thing is that Eukaryotes became a thing, for those of you that don't know that's a cell that has a nucleus in it.  Next Multicellular life became a thing.  So a relly long time ago, and if all of that meant nothing to you then lets look at it like this, the first dinosaurs were 230 million years ago.  These underground lakes came into existence about one thousand times earlier. And no that they are being opened for all that we know there could be life that is by far older then anything we know of.  Now the cool thing about this is that groups of people are finding this sort of thing all over the world. A large portion of these being in Antarctica.

Anyways this is all i have for you today.  Till next.

Thoughts on Memory

Let me knowledge that i have to finish the dimension post and i will but this is also important and i would like to address it.

So in my English we are reading Hamlet, and it being a play at some point people memorized it.  Not that big of a realization i know but it is hard to read so does that mean that they had better memories then us?  Or would it have been simple (as simple as memorizing something in modern English) because that was the common language that was spoken then.  Another thing we studied in English this year was the affects of war on people. Now what is the connection between these thing?  Well it is that one of those affects is called PTSD or Post Trauma Stress Disorder. Now if you don't know what that is it is basically where after you get out of war a memory can come up and the victim thinks they are back in the war.  One reason scientist think this happens is that when a person has adrenaline in their system memories are more vivid. And if the memory of something like explosions and or a gun fight comes up and is extremely vivid then it would cause the victim to create more adrenalin thus saving the memory again.  Making it harder to lose. Nothing new, but i am wondering if at some point has someone used this same method of retaining memories use it in something like a play to remember ones lines?

Just some thoughts i had.

Sorry if this doesn't make since, I'm tired.

I think that i will be going a post about AI later this week.

Oh i want to state that world peace will never happen.  That's not to say that major wars like World War one or two wont completely stop, they could. But what i mean is that there will never be a time when there will be no crime on the planet.  

Final question is if you could have an AI as a friend like Jarvis from Iron man or like the Ai from the book Speaker of the Dead, and what would you have it help you out with?

see you later.